I knew my mother loved me but what I could never understand is why her love hurt me. In this book I tell my overcoming story of how I learned to love the woman who I called mother even though she didn’t rescue me.
I didn’t know the things my family suffered in the past I only knew what the Holy Spirit had told me. I was going into my bloodline and I was extracting every spiritual curse and I was going to take back what we worked so hard to get.
I was working in ministry but it seemed as if everything I did was a problem. I was always the one feeling sorry or apologizing for someone else feeling not adequate enough but I then realized I was suffering from what many call church hurt. I was dealing with the rejection of those in the church and it was at that moment God said this isn’t church
I was working in ministry but it seemed as if everything I did was a problem. I was always the one feeling sorry or apologizing for someone else feeling not adequate enough but I then realized I was suffering from what many call church hurt. I was dealing with the rejection of those in the church and it was at that moment God said this isn’t church hurt it’s the spirit of envy.
